Tag Archives: depression

Moods and moments

You know, I’m doing a lot better.  A lot.  It’s been long enough for my drugs to get into my system and take a pretty firm hold on whatever abnormality causes me to be shitty.  I’m almost relaxing.  I sleep … Continue reading

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1 != 1

I’m almost afraid to talk about this because it’s kind of embarrassing, but I have to for many reasons.  When The Girl lost her job and we lost our insurance, I was basically ready to give up on mental health … Continue reading

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Heh. It’s not funny, but…

I’m having a really hard time right now just figuring out how to pay for everything.  The problem now isn’t that we don’t have any money.  The problem now is that everyone wants paid and caught up at the same … Continue reading

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For the record…

I’ve stopped my bulpup and am doubling my dose of Zoloft.  The bulpup has the effect of making me have extremely vivid dreams, which isn’t that bad, but I tend to clench up during the night and wake up more … Continue reading

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Trichotillomania

So, I was watching Kathy Griffin and her tour manager has been diagnosed with Trichotillomania, which they explained as pulling out your eyebrows and eyelashes.  I was like, “Oh wow, I’ve been doing that all my life!”  So, I did … Continue reading

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feMalE

I’ve become increasingly girly the older – or, possibly, the healthier (mentally) – I get.  I notice things like how long it’s been since someone other than my son has touched me, how long I’ve gone without having a meaningful … Continue reading

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Deciding a few things

I suck at stages… or, at least, doing the stages in a particular order.  Maybe I just fucking failed that part when I was studying.  And this is just my opinion.  I’m sure that others are going to have a … Continue reading

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Fucking useless

I haven’t wanted to do much of anything since Grampa died. Maybe it was since my shoulder surgery. No… maybe it was since I started my diet, or since The Girl officially lost her job, or since the … Continue reading

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